Demons by Imagine Dragons is my new Dean Winchester song.
OMFG I TAKE IT BACK! I TAKE IT BAAAAAAAAACK!! *ugly crying*
Believe it or not,
I’m walkin’ on air,
I never thought I could feel so free;
Flyin’ away on a wing and a pray’r,
Who could it be?
Believe it or not, it’s just me.
I’m currently the proud father of a 2 week old baby girl. I have so much personal feels for this scene.
I know my Dad better than anyone. And you ain’t him.
This scene kills me every time. I mean, how fucked up is it that Dean knew he was talking to a friggin’ demon because his actual dad would never say anything nice to him? How fucked up that Azazel gave himself away by acting like a more loving father than the man Dean actually knew?
And Dean’s face in that last gif? That’s the face of a man who’s trying as hard as he can not to cry, because this demon—the demon who ruined his family—doesn’t even know the full extent of how much he really fucked up the Winchesters, doesn’t realize that John never became the father he could have been. That look on Dean’s face is the face of a man who’s having the father he should have had, wished he had, parodied by the very monster who took that father away from Dean forever.
Let’s just take a moment to appreciate that this is the exact same way that Kevin knew that Crowley was using fake Winchesters in Season 8.
When you were little, couldn’t have been more than five, you just started asking questions. How come we didn’t have a mom. Why did we always have to move around. Where’d Dad go? He’d disappear for days at a time. I remember beggin’ you, ‘Quit asking, Sammy. Man, you don’t want to know.’ I just wanted you to be a kid. Just for a little while longer. Always tried to protect you. Keep you safe. Dad didn’t even have to tell me. It’s just always my responsibility, you know? It’s like I had one job. I had one job, and I screwed it up. I blew it, and for that, I’m sorry. I guess that’s what I do. I let down the people I love. Y’know, I let Dad down, and now I guess I’m just supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do?
As a big brother myself, this means so much to me. If you’re an eldest child and you have a younger sibling, you’ll know what I’m talking about.
Dean Winchester = AD Carry
Sam Winchester = Tank
Bobby Singer = Support
Castiel = AP Carry
Meg = Tanky Melee AD
Maybe Garth can go as support since… you know… *sniff*